Permanent Death

The permanence of death - It is something you never really contemplate or understand until it's thrust upon you, and then your brain doesn't even allow you to comprehend it. You try over and over to understand, "This person will no longer be in your life, you will not see them ever again, you will …

The Brain’s Self-defense.

I find it so interesting how your brain allows you to process things.  The key word here is allows  (you don't really have a choice).  I keep going through these circles in my mind.  I keep trying to process the fact that Ryane is gone, but it's like I relapse into ignorance over and over again. …